It is 2AM in Houston. Today we just found out that I would be able to go home. The thought of seeing ALEK is like no other. I am so excited and so tired that I can not sleep. I have so much on my mind, it feels like my brain is lost in space. It really does. Thoughts come and go, go and come. Ideas pop in, stay for a while then leave. How will the trip be back home? Logistics, friends, finances, work, work, our home. What will the next hours, days, months, years bring? What will they bring? How long can I last? The questions could go on on on. I do all I kind to slow the race in my head, yet can not do it. Wuuuusaaahh, I say (A clip from the movie BADBOYS. Relax in otherwords.
I will and must are words that I and you must use everyday. I know and must.......
I know I must try to sleep and I will fall asleep. Good night. See you soon.
About Me
- kbeinder
- I am a Cancer fighter/survivor. A new father and married to the best person in the world. My friends and family are my life. Without them I would not be here.