Houston

In Houston, TX baby. The weather is really nice here. We sat out the first day and I actually got a little sun burnt. My mom has been sitting out every day. She is a sun worshipper. It has been sleep, eat, test, eat and sleep out here. I have had MRIs, CT scans, X-Rays and blood tests. It has not been relaxing but also not to hectic.

Meet with the Docs tomorrow to determine the plan. I am anxious, scared and hopeful about this meeting. I am still not feeling the greatest I have ever felt so I am a little scared to start chemo again. That is where I am right now mentally so I have to push on. I am sure the Docs will also help me figure out if I am ready for chemo yet or not. It is just scary to start chemo when you are still not 100%, but the thought of waiting is also scary. I am in a catch 22. A win win situation.

I miss Katherine and Alek really bad. I shed at least one tear a day thinking about them and especially Alek (sorry baby, I love you so much you know that). I was telling someone here in TX that he is the reason to live and push forward but that is also the scary part. I just want to be here as long as possible for him and Kath and all of you.

Well keep it real y'all

Kris