Followers and stuff...

Thanks to all the people who have signed up as followers, 11 so far. This is very cool. Thank you!!! I appreciate it. It means a lot to me to see who is reading the blog on a consistent basis.

I am struggling with fatigue, especially in the evening time. It is very tough because this is when Alek wants to play and sometimes I just can not keep up. I just wish I had more stamina. I have to think to myself it could be much worse, but also better.

I am also mentally in a kinda state of confusion. I am bored yet there are so many things I want to do and should be doing. I need to write thank you letter to all the sponsors of the KPB Classic. I want to start cooking, backing up my photo from my PC, start working out and several things I can not even think of now. It is strange to be so bored and yet have little ambition to do anything. I just can not seem to motivate right now. I try and then I get side tracked by the TV, the Web, laundry, nap time. etc.

My biggest wish and dream would be able to help people going through what I am going through. I feel that the experience I have had is untapped. I feel I could help many people fighting and surviving cancer. I also feel that I could learn a great deal from others. I really think someday this dream will come true. I just need to get this round of my battle under control. I just hope that I can hold on long enough for cancer treatments to continue to advance as they have. I just hope I can get access to the drugs. That is what is also worrisome. I guess only time will tell. I just gots to keep on fighting.

Well my laptop battery is about to die. Got to run.

Later
Kris