First Treatment

My first treatment was Monday. Like most chemos the side effect were normal. Throwing up, try heaving and diarrhea I actually spent all Monday night throwing in up and running to the bathroom. I felt like absolute sh*^. I guess that is what happens when they put poison in your body. Then I spent all day Tuesday getting meds and liquids to combat the side effects. With chemo you never know which way it is going to go for future treatments. Is is going to get worse or better? Lets hope for the latter. Lets hope it works. I keep saying to myself if it works all the pain and feeling awful is worth it. If it give me one more day with my family and friends it is worth it. So please work.

Facebook rocks. For all of you who read this blog who are on facebook. I would like to thank you for your thoughts and words of inspiration. Everyday I go on and it is great to see old time friends sending me love. I love it. You all help me get through the day. Thanks so much and keep those post coming.

Otherwise there is not much to say really. I am sure all of you in the Northeast are as sick of the weather as I am. Go away winter, Go away.

I need to get a voice recorder because when I am away from the computer I have these very deep and intense thought and when I get to the computer I can not remember them. It sucks. I want to share these thoughts with you. It will be funny when I get it because some of them come at night. I can just see it now. Me talking in the middle of the night and Kath waking up and looking over at me and being like what are you doing?? Funny huh. I am sure some of you can see that picture.

It is funny it feels like my vacation was months ago already. I need and want another one. It is going to be a while until that happens. If the summer gets here sooner than later that would help. I HATE THE COLD!!!!

Out ah heeeeere.
The B Man. Large and in charge of fighting the fight. Peace out!