They have managed to get the pain to a point were I can tolerate it. I have not had the level of pain I was in for a long long time. Not fun, not fun at all. I forget how pain just engulfs your whole personality and you become the biggest bear/grouch in the world. So I am sorry to those around me if I was a pain in the bum.
Since being here (at Dartmouth) I have only seen a few docs. There were able to do an MRI, which is going to tell us what is or is not going on. I am not sure what to think. I just want to find out so we can make a game plan. I need to get some type of treatment fast because my Prolactin counts are rising fast and I need to do something sooner then later. I am not sure what will happen if I need to get my hip replaced if in deed it is vascular necrosis. I guess you have to try to look at it with the glass is half full mentality. If it is a vascular necrosis, it is better then tumors in the hip. I am hoping the Docs come by soon so I can update you.
I did speak to the Docs at Dana Farber and they are willing to try to keep a spot open on the Clinical trial. So that is still an option. They have been really nice and reactive to any questions and help we need.
So for now it is just a waiting game. I am just on the WWW giving myself pain meds as needed. I miss Kath and Alek. It seems like forever that I have seen them, especially Alek since he was not able to visit me. It has almost been a week. I hope I am better for his B-Day party.
I will write later once I speak with the Docs. I love you all.
