Radiation Plans!

Ok. I will be starting radiation on Wednesday. They will be doing 5 treatments which means I will be done next Tuesday. This is not bad. They will be radiating my left hip to try to kill the tumors in that area.

Dana Farber has communicated to me that I will be able to get into the trial in about 5 weeks. This is also good news as it allows me to do the radiation and recoup for the trial.

I am also considering going on a vacation with my family and my parents. We are thinking about going to Disney. This may be my first and last opportunity to travel to Disney with Alek, so why not do it. With my cancer being so aggressive at this point, we are not sure if I will be able to travel months down the road. We are going to seize the day and live life.

At some point in the next few days/weeks I will try to open up to how I am feeling. Right now I am just not able to deal with my emotions. I have shut down and am not feeling anything. I think I am in complete denial to what is happening to me. So everyone around me, I am sorry that I have become this way. I will try to communicate better.

I also wanted to thank all my friends who have been calling and visiting me. It really helps me get through the day/week. I love seeing you and it confirms how tight of a family we are. Let's all plan many get togethers and make the best of our friendships. I love you all and would not be able to do it without you.

Talk to you soon
Kris