Well it never stops in terms of the fight against this sun of a gun they call cancer. I got my Pet Scan results back today and it looks like the tumors are back in the liver again. Yep, again. Wow. To get some good news would have been great but to be honest with you I am not that surprised. With the cancer being so active I had a feeling they would be back. Weird but I did. The good news is that one of the chemos that I will taking when I go on the clinical trial has had good results in the liver. So that is promising. But I still wish is was not that way.
It is just sometimes so difficult to keep the faith. I often ask my self how I do it. I really do not know, I just do. I have to. I must and I will. There are no other options. Trust me I get down. I do, but like the boxing poem I wrote. I must get back up not matter how hard the blow. Get up. I am in pretty good spirits considering the news. I am taking it with strides. The biggest pain as stated in my previous posts is not being able to eat much. It really sucks. You watch TV and these ads come up with these juicy burgers and fries and my mouth just salivates. Nachos, Buffalo Wings, Potato Skins, salads, Chinese Food. Thinking of it it like painful. I have to stop.
I will make a shake tonight. That does the trick.
Well, I love you all and will check in soon.