Katherine just continues to amaze me with her stamina and support. I have been so tired and trying to pull my weight as much as possible. She is doing so much and powering through this it is amazing. She has such resolve and determination it is so great to see. She is so good with Alek even when she is tired. She keeps her cool and talks to him in the gentle motherly voice. I can not help but smile myself. She is the best. I worry about her so much. I just wish I could do more right now. I get the Baba ready. I feed him. I even change diapers. I know. I am just so tired that sometimes I can not contribute and that kills me. It is such a wrenching feeling in you gut. It really sucks. The LG (Little Guy) is getting heavier too. I have to be careful with my back and the thought of not be able to carry him is mind blowing to me. Scary and sad. Hopefully I can build my stamina back up and that will not be a problem when I can start eating solid foods again. Well speaking of Alek he needs a bottle, I got to run run run.
Later
About Me
- kbeinder
- I am a Cancer fighter/survivor. A new father and married to the best person in the world. My friends and family are my life. Without them I would not be here.